Happy Bday!!!!

Me & my bday cake ;-)

My bday was an amazing day... I went to Alan´s band gig and they played a pUnK-version of HappyBdaySong! That was hilarious ;-P I also had so many little gifts!! And I love all of them! Best ones...

My roses... 25 red and one white, just because it´s the special one... That´s not very punk, but, being honest, I have to say that I cried when I received them... I am so fu*ing girly afterall, I guess.

I dont feel older or different. Just a bit empty sometimes. Even if my heart is full of life and I am surrounded by people who love me, I still feel there is a tiny part of me which is empty... deep inside my soul. But, who does feel completely full inside? Noone. Everybody has an empty little corner in his soul and so like in the ancient chinese myth of YinYang which says that there is always a bad spirit into the good side and a light in the darkest sky. Just like the tattoo in my back, half Sun and half Moon. Fire.

Happy Bday!